I don’t know where to put this – but this is based in feelings more than anything.

I want to start adding more to this community and feel weird just focusing on myself, so feel free to go off on tangents of any kind and talk about your own experiences and to ignore my plea for some advice.

I basically am done pretending to be something I’m not.

I think I’ve developed a false persona and a habit of lying to people to hide the truth. This is almost becoming a complex. I don’t care if the church or my parents are to blame.

I’m done pretending and I don’t care if it means career suicide before my career is even off the ground.