Tomorrow is Palm Sunday. The beginning to the march towards Resurrection Day a.k.a. Easter. My new name for it is Holy Hell Week. The church is open every day. The staff is worked to a frenzy doing meditations and services every day.  The choir has double rehearsals and double services.  In prior years I met it with excited anticipation. We were worked up into a manic emotional ride to the final climax on Easter Sunday morning. The idea to simulate what the followers of Jesus may have experienced 2000 years ago. This year I am ambivalent, at best. Uncertain as to just how many more years I will be able to live this double life as a closeted atheist.

the saga continues…. thanks for listening.