Many people on this site have gone through unbelievable ordeals. Some of you are still going through them. The chaotic confusion one experiences when experiencing traumatic change is normal. Nothing else is to be expected.
Is it possible to live so freely that you are not always second-guessing yourself? Is it possible to live so carefree that you wonder never again whether or not you are being judged from above? Is it possible to be so joyful in your independence that the constant jabs to demote you no longer take their intended effect?
Love yourself. Be patient with yourself. Give yourself grace. You are perfect exactly where you are right now.
I love watching you guys do it!