You’re new wine.
Many of the biblical characters stayed within an institution as long as they could until it could no longer contain them so that they either rebelled or were expelled.
Abraham and his father’s house.
Moses and Egypt.
Jeremiah and Israel.
Jesus and the rabbinical standards of his day.
Paul and Judaism, then the earliest church in Jerusalem.
You are of a noble vintage! New wine in old wineskins have always had a tumultuous relationship.