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My Greatest Issue with the Church

My Greatest Issue with the Church

I spent my first 30 years of life in the church being taught that God demanded that women be in submission to men.  If we had a husband, then we were in submission to him, but if we were not married, then we were in submission to the pastor, which was always a male,...

The Journey from Proverbs 8 to Gnosticism & Beyond

Of all chapters found in that book I so now dislike and feel irreverence towards, Proverbs 8 still stands the test of my salvation from Christianity Proverbs 8 to me melding what I think now, and what I thought in the past is the personification of wisdom as a woman....

All Apologies

I am going through some strange times. I came out in a letter to my mom as a crossdresser. This was because they obviously knew (both my parents) but we're living in some fairy tale land of self denial and deception. I broke the veil basically. The letter never made...

Punk Rawk Story

So I wrote a  note to my parents all like "yo i'm a cross dresser" and they're all like "you're demon possessed" and then proceed to explain that I have to rid myself of all my occult books, be it by burning or some other method. So I left the house and hitchhiked to...

How Do You View Reality?

How do you view reality? I view the Universe and everything in it as being a part of Spirit. I view Consciousness as God (with a capital C, having its own awareness), while we humans and other sentient beings (some would argue even a rock) are a part of that...

Holy Hell Week

Tomorrow is Palm Sunday. The beginning to the march towards Resurrection Day a.k.a. Easter. My new name for it is Holy Hell Week. The church is open every day. The staff is worked to a frenzy doing meditations and services every day.  The choir has double rehearsals...

Hope Peddlers

Hope peddlers I'm at a funeral for a family member. The deceased was a devoted Christian who declared God's hand in everything. A funeral is a classic scene for the declaration of life eternal. Humans in general can't tolerate the unknown. The idea that there is...