Something I do that keeps me feeling alive is to read a book that is over my head. Right now I'm reading the middle-ages German mystic, Meister Eckhart's sermons and writings. Wow! There are TONS of books out there that linger in the shallow end of the pool. Tons!...
Exercise: 44 minute Documentary “I Escaped a Cult”
I just watched a powerful documentary, "I Escaped a Cult", available on YouTube, as well as Netflix. *** Trigger Warning: very honest and descriptive, including rape, sexual abuse, and explicit about mind-control techniques. I found it personally disturbing because...
Exercise: Understanding Your Emotions
Here is a chart to help us understand our emotions. You know how many of us were raised to not trust our emotions? Then do many of you remember how religion teaches us the same thing... that our emotions are not to be trusted or taken seriously? As a result we become...
My Greatest Issue with the Church
I spent my first 30 years of life in the church being taught that God demanded that women be in submission to men. If we had a husband, then we were in submission to him, but if we were not married, then we were in submission to the pastor, which was always a male,...
The Journey from Proverbs 8 to Gnosticism & Beyond
Of all chapters found in that book I so now dislike and feel irreverence towards, Proverbs 8 still stands the test of my salvation from Christianity Proverbs 8 to me melding what I think now, and what I thought in the past is the personification of wisdom as a woman....
Love Wide, Love Deep, Love Open, Love More, Love Honestly
1 Corinthians 13:4-8: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It...
All Apologies
I am going through some strange times. I came out in a letter to my mom as a crossdresser. This was because they obviously knew (both my parents) but we're living in some fairy tale land of self denial and deception. I broke the veil basically. The letter never made...
“And They’ll Know We are Christians by our love…”
"And They'll Know We are Christians by Our Love, by Our Love..Yes! They'll Know We are Christians by Our Love..." I sang loudly and proudly from the top of my lungs in my early teens because I fully believed these words. To me, Christianity equated to love...love of...
I’m having an adulterous relationship
Praise me
Punk Rawk Story
So I wrote a note to my parents all like "yo i'm a cross dresser" and they're all like "you're demon possessed" and then proceed to explain that I have to rid myself of all my occult books, be it by burning or some other method. So I left the house and hitchhiked to...
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