by David Hayward | Dec 3, 2014 | Blog
I’m always waiting. Looking out the window for something to show is my pastime. Like through a dark glass. The thing is… I never really know what I’m looking for. All I know is that I want to experience my freedom. The freedom that beats in my chest wants to feel the...
by David Hayward | Nov 9, 2014 | David's Letters, I'm confused
In 2002, in New Hampshire, I was fired from an international ministry for insubordination. I refused to participate in an enforced repentance that the leader ordered in order to cleanse the “sin in the house” that was adversely affecting book sales. That...
by David Hayward | Jul 30, 2014 | Exercises
This is a picture of a couple of watercolor paintings I did some time ago. I miss it. Let me tell you a story. Making art was an important part of my healing and reconstruction process. I didn’t know this at the beginning of my deconstruction. It didn’t...
by David Hayward | Jun 20, 2014 | David's Letters, I'm confused
I want to write to you today about the three battlegrounds of deconstruction that you cannot surrender. (This reminds me of a totally unrelated story. Many years ago after we went through a horrendous church split, my wife went to see Francis Frangipane who authored...
by David Hayward | Jun 20, 2014 | David's Letters, I'm scared
Right now I’m sitting looking over the river and drinking a Sapporo beer. Yum! What do we do after a tsunami hits? What do we do after the devastation of deconstruction of our faith, our beliefs and our religion? I was inspired by a video series I watched on...
