by shade | Jan 14, 2014 | Spirituality
i wrote tonight about baptism, and what i remember. there are pieces i still can’t voice that came with that day, but the overall feeling is there. i’m lost. how do people think this is ok? and how could i have believed and promised so much just to fit in?...
by shade | Dec 15, 2013 | Feelings
we were not-quite-fully-engaged one christmas and i was visiting north and his family. every time i approached a room, they would leave! all of them! mostly i didn’t care. N was busy a lot, and it seemed like no one would talk to me. they were constantly talking...
by shade | Nov 26, 2013 | Spirituality
http://theunsparedrod.wordpress.com/2013/11/25/outloud/ i wrote this tonight about church last night (sunday). i thought belonging would make things easier. somehow i thought i could do this. all i have found is that while i belong, i also do not believe as...
by shade | Nov 23, 2013 | Spirituality
this is a post i wrote about what happened when i decided to join our church. i’m still kind of bemused, uncertain, giddy from doing it. http://theunsparedrod.wordpress.com/2013/11/23/measure/
