I spent my first 30 years of life in the church being taught that God demanded that women be in submission to men. If we had a husband, then we were in submission to him, but if we were not married, then we were in submission to the pastor, which was always a male,...
The Journey from Proverbs 8 to Gnosticism & Beyond
Of all chapters found in that book I so now dislike and feel irreverence towards, Proverbs 8 still stands the test of my salvation from Christianity Proverbs 8 to me melding what I think now, and what I thought in the past is the personification of wisdom as a woman....
Love Wide, Love Deep, Love Open, Love More, Love Honestly
1 Corinthians 13:4-8: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It...
All Apologies
I am going through some strange times. I came out in a letter to my mom as a crossdresser. This was because they obviously knew (both my parents) but we're living in some fairy tale land of self denial and deception. I broke the veil basically. The letter never made...
“And They’ll Know We are Christians by our love…”
"And They'll Know We are Christians by Our Love, by Our Love..Yes! They'll Know We are Christians by Our Love..." I sang loudly and proudly from the top of my lungs in my early teens because I fully believed these words. To me, Christianity equated to love...love of...
I’m having an adulterous relationship
Praise me
Punk Rawk Story
So I wrote a note to my parents all like "yo i'm a cross dresser" and they're all like "you're demon possessed" and then proceed to explain that I have to rid myself of all my occult books, be it by burning or some other method. So I left the house and hitchhiked to...
How Do You View Reality?
How do you view reality? I view the Universe and everything in it as being a part of Spirit. I view Consciousness as God (with a capital C, having its own awareness), while we humans and other sentient beings (some would argue even a rock) are a part of that...
Holy Hell Week
Tomorrow is Palm Sunday. The beginning to the march towards Resurrection Day a.k.a. Easter. My new name for it is Holy Hell Week. The church is open every day. The staff is worked to a frenzy doing meditations and services every day. The choir has double rehearsals...
Hope Peddlers
Hope peddlers I'm at a funeral for a family member. The deceased was a devoted Christian who declared God's hand in everything. A funeral is a classic scene for the declaration of life eternal. Humans in general can't tolerate the unknown. The idea that there is...
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