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Jon replied to the topic Deal Breaker in the forum The Church 1 month, 1 week ago
@BrianD “Some of what I saw at this church concerned me greatly, but I was willing to stay because of the people.”
That’s where I am at the moment. I don’t have many friends outside church and if I left I would be hard-pressed for community. The good thing is that our church isn’t fundamentalist in the strict sense and tolerates diversity, and I…[Read more]
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Jon replied to the topic What do I do with Sunday morning? in the forum Trying to Move On 1 month, 1 week ago
Go to the markets, the beach, the coffee shop, take a walk, do yoga, kayak, enjoy a drive out to a nearby winery, taste something new, listen to something inspiring, paint, draw, garden, enjoy the sun, enjoy a warm fire, go fishing, journal, cook up a storm, meet up with friends for brunch… My goodness, I can think of a lot of things I would…[Read more]
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Jon replied to the topic The stolen years in the forum Trying to Move On 1 month, 1 week ago
YES! Wasted time, lost chances, regrets. That is the most recurring theme in my life. What if?
But without those years I wouldn’t be where I am now, which is, fortunately, in a loving relationship, having a small handful of close friends, and having a consciousness and awareness I couldn’t have had before given the state of blindness I was experiencing.
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Jon replied to the topic Reminiscence about my drift away from church. in the forum The Church 1 month, 1 week ago
1.5 hours listening to music I don’t like and someone talk about things I don’t believe–that’s it in a nutshell, though my church’s most recent pastor and I are about halfway on the same page (but he can’t say anything about it because his salary depends on saying stuff that is “theologically orthodox.”)
I am so over the formula-driven modern…[Read more]
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Jon replied to the topic My frustrating Sundays in the forum Family & Friends 1 month, 1 week ago
Certainly understand how you feel, except in reverse: my wife started looking into spirituality without baggage (i.e. going to church, Evangelical beliefs) a number of years ago and her interest in my total, sold-out involvement in church was lukewarm (to be generous). While she came with me to church and didn’t mind our kids being involved in all…[Read more]
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Jon started the topic G'day from Australia in the forum Meet & Greet 1 month, 2 weeks ago
Hi. My name is Jon and I live in Australia with my wife Vucki and two fantastic kids.
I grew up as a missionary kid in the Philippines. My parents were missionaries with a smallish ultra-dispensationalist, fundamentalist group at the time. My sister and I were brought up without TV, movies, dancing, rock music or ‘secular’ literature. The King…[Read more] -
Jon started the topic G'day from Australia in the forum Meet & Greet 1 month, 2 weeks ago
Hi. My name is Jon and I live in Australia with my wife Vucki and two fantastic kids.
I grew up as a missionary kid in the Philippines. My parents were missionaries with a smallish ultra-dispensationalist, fundamentalist group at the time. My sister and I were brought up without TV, movies, dancing, rock music or ‘secular’ literature. The King…[Read more] -
Jon replied to the topic How I Changed How I Saw Belief in the forum Trying to Move On 1 month, 2 weeks ago
It’s too easy for me to get stuck in the pigeonhole mentality that attempts to label people by their beliefs and see them in some ‘other’ area than myself. I really appreciate your picture of this multi-shaded space in which people live and move, kind of fluid-like. I see the potential people have to change and move around on this space both from…[Read more]
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Jon replied to the topic reliving a bad memory in the forum Dealing With Unpleasant Feelings 1 month, 2 weeks ago
To me the bad memories bring more a sense of shame than anything else. I remember more how the situation made me feel rather than what actually happened. And that usually results in an audible groan, a self-inflicted derogatory remark, or a general feeling of regret.
The worst memories are those of when I, in my zeal and ignorance, inflicted pain…[Read more]
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Jon replied to the topic I'm Susan in TX in the forum Meet & Greet 1 month, 2 weeks ago
Hey Susan.
Thanks for sharing your story. I like your ‘Zen Christian’ label. In my church experience, I shared on Facebook once that I felt like I was a Zen Christian and I got all sorts of abuse over it (the karma was that my biggest abuser got really nasty and, because of that, the pastor had to reluctantly pull her out of a leadership election…[Read more]